Friday, September 7, 2007

Regarding Billy

really need to commend Veoh for having all these good gay films available online. I watched this one today. there were only three people in the show but the show is very touching albeit simple plot. the affection tension between Billy and Dean exploded in a very heart-warming way.i cried when Billy told Dean about how he felt about him. i cried and my heart felt this pain that is so clear and i realise that i have been living alone pretty much all these years. Even though i am close to my mum, but i am closing my feelings to most people. suddenly i felt that i need somebody to love me for real. Even God and Jesus can do as much. i feel sorry for myself and sometimes i wonder when all these feelings will ever go away. it pains me and i can really cry my heart out but it will be the same the next day and the day after.

Oh God!

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