The online date continued

well i came back from my date today. i feel a bit proud as i have done quite a lot of things that can be considered as rites of passage. i feel that every day i am growing a little bit.

Well his name.. we'll just call him KJ. he looks better that what he showed me in his photos when i saw him today at a coffee shop downtown. i know he is bald and he may be reluctant to show me his hair but seriously, he reminds me of Matthew Broderick, my favourite actors. He does look boyish and well he does have his wrinkles but he is overall quite good-looking.

although he would not admit himself but i know he is a rice queen. he dated all Asians guys i think, chinese and Thais and even Indonesian. so i am kinda relieved. his gestures reminds me a lot of myself too, as he always looked a bit puzzled over things and a bit hasty in doing things. He is gentle, sweet and soft spoken. seriously today i thought i have had a date with Matthew Broderick.

he gave me a lift to Olympic pool today. we did some chatting as he drove and gosh there i was, imagining him to be my boyfriend. i feel kinda weird and i guess i am a bit too hopeful over things. i sure did my best to look interested in him but i have no idea how he felt about me. i could be one of his many dates. and he knows i cant commit long term. even if we are together we will be only until november next year. if we were in too deep both of us will be heart broken.
i have no idea but i hope the feelings are mutual, i can only pray for the best.

but i guess the best part was when i gave him a kiss on his cheek before i left his car. gosh i never thought i am so affectionate. he looked a bit suprised when i did that. No idea why. but i feel it is sweet if we can be together, i mean seriously i might be opening up myself to love and to be loved at the same time. am nervous but am definitely looking forward to it.

we will meet again next week, for a dinner, and see how things go, lucky enough i might even get more that a bf, i might get laid. haha