Merry Christmas folks.

So how is it going with everybody for Christmas? busy shopping for presents? planning a Christmas dinner, doing last minute preparation? whateer ot is, i hope it will be a fine one.

as usual i spent my sunday with KJ. we went for a walk at domain and then had dinner at La Porchetta. i was a great day except when he told me he wanted to shelve our Rotorua plan until winter. i was at first ok with that, thinking that i would not have to quit my job earlier than i am supposed to, but then something stricke me and i got upset, as i went into my crying mode when he left, he did not know for sure why i cried, thinking that i am upset because he is leaving me for the day. but then, still controlled by my emotion, i went and wrote an email spilling all my feelings to him, somethig which i am regretting right now for doing. a spur of emotion is better be controlled rather than letting it control you.

but i was a bit angry at him for doing this. i am flexible and am able to accept the idea that we are not going to Rotorua in Feb. its just that we could have had the trip for very good reasons, Valentine's Day, his and my birthday are all in february and going on a trip would have felt like a honeymoon for us. he did make me look forward for the trip, even though he thinks that i would enjoy going with him to Hamilton for an airshow, i did not have the heart to tell him that i do not enjoy going to events like these. sometimes i wonder whether i was a bit too permissive or i was just being irrational and insist of having things my way that he felt burdened to meet my wants, but i even offered of chipping in for the trip. now i will wait for his response about it. not to mention i will not be able to celebrate christmas with him until Boxing day. but i am all ok with that.
will still be having fun with my friends as well.

Merry Christmas folks, and may the Good Lord bless you always.