Cruising

Being just recently embracing the gay life. i still find myself trying to learn some aspects in a gay man's life, one of these is actually, cruising.

when the word comes to mind, all i can think of is the Brian in QAF walking down the back room of Babylon, checking out meats to be his conquest. while this is, of course, does not happen in my life just yet, i still had my share of being cruised at.

my first experience was actually in Mid valley,KL. i was at the urinal stall. as usual, i will sneak a peak at the person next to me for some dick show. the guy beside me could not care less. however, another guy standing beside the guy i was checking out saw what i did and i think it strucked his mind that i am gay as well, so he stared at me when i was looking around and my stare fell at his face. moving his head he was trying to get me somewhere. i walked out and ignored him, but then he walked behind me and still trying to get me. so i shake my hand meaning 'no' and walked out, without looking at him. was too terrified.

my second experience was at the pool but will not talk further as i have a piece about it in my previous post. my last experience came yesterday, even now i still wonder whether i was right or i was mistaken.

was at downtown doing some shopping when i decided to pay a visit to the loo. as i walked into the loo another man came out from the door, he gave me this funny look. the look i guess most gay guys have seen it before, the 'cruisy' look as i. it was a strange look to me at first but then my recently activated gaydar sounded the alarm. a sister in the vicinity checking out on you. but then the whole thing ended there, unfortunately. I went into the loo and did not respond. he was an middle age men, silver cropped hair and quite good looking (once again, what is it between me and old caucasian men anyway?)

if only i gave a smile, which will of course lead to something else, but then it will be another story.