I always find the line 'i slept with someone' means more than just having sex. maybe its a milder words to use then ' i fuck him/her' but to sleep with someone means more than just sex, as for me, i had a great experience last night sleeping beside my boyfriend.
i told him that i wanted to stay overnight at his place. i was eager to experience sleeping with my lover. i really want to feel how it is like to wake up and see your love one lying next to you. i guess i have heard too much of those cheesy live song but i believe it will be a great experience. as first he declined but later of the week he asked me to stay over (he happened to be free from his usual work). so there i was, happily packed my bags and waiting for him to pick me up.
i cooked dinner for him. He seemed happy when i cook something to him (which i think makes me feel like a housewife). we sat together watching TV before we adjourned to the bedroom. we made out before i knew it we were fast asleep. It felt great to hug him when we were asleep. Guess the bliss of loving someone and being loved can be overwhelming (my eyes are wet at this very moment). I know this relationship might not go far but i really cherish it for the experiences it brings. The feeling of love, intimacy, sense of belonging, the feeling of having someone to call your own. All these feelings i have missed out because i do not have a girlfriend (or boyfriend, now that i am gay) are now real and its part of me. He does make me feel complete. Oh I love you KJ. hope you are too.
If only those people knew what makes me look so different nowadays ( some of them realised it but do not hava a clue).
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