Christmas 2011

Once again it is Christmas, and compared to the one last year, this year's was so much better, especially when you are in the company of your friends.

I started the xmas eve with the religious part of course, me and my best friend's boyfriends who are catholic brought our lovers to watch the choir carols and subsequently the mass. The show was spectacular, although i think the show last year was better. After church we adjourned to Anthony's (my best friend's place) for makan makan and aramaitee ( sabahan style drinking and be merry) and went back home.

on christmas day we had a dinner at one of the hotels in downtown KK. afterwards we proceed to a shopping mall nearby for karaoke. we sang until 3am, then we dragged our tired bodies back home.

in all it was a great holiday. I am really thankful for the friends who have come into my life and made my stay in KK such an happy. When you have good sisters (BFFs) with you, life is happier.

We invented a society for ourselves, the Sabah Call-Girls Association (SCGA). hahaha. members include Nate ( we went from love interest into Bffs), Thomas and Edward. we hang out so often together. and we developed a bond and comradeship which i have never experienced. i guess it is really great to be best of friends to those who really know you and accept you for who you are.

i also have a lover too. but i am really struggling with my feelings for him, somehow it was like the situation with KJ all over again. He seemed to be really in love with me and but i do not share his affection. His love is not returned and i am again contemplating of ending the relationship. he is, well fortunately moving to sandakan soon, so i hope it will slowly slipped through my fingers.

anyhow, Merry Christmas and a Happy new year to everyone!