musings in March

it has been two months since i last checked my blog. the plublogs.com has been suspended so i have no idea what ranking am i currently at, must be almost reaching the bottom of the list. but i just want to write in again and make some update about my current situation.

my life has been quite alright despite a somewhat hectic schedule. i never seem to have afternoon to myself anymore. Church stuff, college stuff and also some other social outings have robbed me of my precious afternoons when i use to take a nap, or surf the net. sometimes when i do have the afternoon to myself i will have a wonderful time just reading, catching my nap and also doing my pilates. out of curiosity i decided to buy a video which shows step by step instruction of doing Pilates specially tailored for men. i have mastered the first section which is the basic steps and have enjoyed doing it so far. i feel lighter and i can now push up for 30 times without feeling that my life has been taken out from me. so that's good.

study wise i should really get down to doing my assignments. but then my friends and i were constantly reminded of the malaysian way of doing things. too many a time we compared the instruction, weighting and also the helpfulness of lecturers in our assignment back in NZ or Australia or Uk with that of malaysia. things were just different here and there's nothing that we can do here as we are stuck in the system. as much as i can whine, i'll have to suck it up and face it.

i also found out that i am going to SMK La Salle PJ for my three months practicul at the second half of the year. going to a boy school gives me jitters though i do look forwards for some eye candies from students or from teachers.

gay life wise i am really back into my closet. apart from some hanging out with my fellow gay coursemates i have not been doing anything adventurous. i longed for nights out and also checking out the scenes in KL but the distance of travelling and also the danger of walking around downtown KL late at night kills my plan everytime. it is not like auckland where the gay mecca is just a ten mins walk away. i'll wait patiently for the opportunity, surely i will be able to go at least once to where i want to go.