Milton Henry

gosh men, i wasat school today and i think i am falling in love woth the literacy tutor name Milton henry. gosh he is so cute. wonder how he felt if he finds out that his students is having a cruch on him.

i dont know why but i was captivated by his height, his gentleness, and his eyes, oh those pair of eyes that speak of enthusiasm and love. i love his voice and his shirt. goodness this is becoming my obsession. this is not healthy. Am i gonna live like this for the rest of my life, loving or being obsessed with a man one after another?

today i went back to my room and actually cried. there was this surge of pain in my heart and i dont know how to romove it. it pains me so much that i need to cry it out to alleviate the pain. Guess that's the pain of being in the closet. you know you are gay but you cant express it.

now i wonder whether if he googles his name he would end up at my blog. then he can start guessing who the heck he is that admires him in silence. i am sure he would have a hard time finding that out.