well i think i spent most of the time nursing pain and getting myself back together again. Well Nate is already seeing a guy permanently and Adam is crazy about his boy in Bangkok. here i am all alone. not trying to compare but it sucks when people are having fun in their life and you are suffering on your own.
been chatting with a few guys and met some also but i do not want to put high hope. now i just want to create a social circle and also get to know more people to help me feel less lonely living in KK. most of the time i feel happy living in KK except sometimes i feel incredibly alone here. especially i have difficulties mixing with my church members here and the PLUs who are sometimes weird and aloof in a way.
i wish life doesn't have to be so hard on me. but am happy to spend a night with an indonesian man with a huge cock. havent had a cock that size since my New Zealand days...
work is good.. going away again next week. not looking for fun but just a break from this city..
meanwhile i have Diana Krall and Norah Jones serenading me. in this very cold, rainy saturday..
