so far Nate and i have been going on fine. i was glad that i made a decision to come back early to KK during my one month holiday. cause i could not wait for Adam to reply when he is coming down.
Adam was heading to thailand for a conference before he came down to see me. but i have not heard from him ever since so i secretly thought something must have gone wrong. well a white guy going to thailand even he doesnt look for a boy some boy would have looked for him. so true enough after i caught him online once i asked whether or not he is seeing somebody and yes he is. he will try to find a job in Bangkok so they could try and make their relationship worked. so as how we have made in our relationship pact we decided to call it a day and officially went separate ways.
in a way i was happy that this is over cause that means i can concentrate on making things worked with nate. am happy to be with him as he is very caring and also quite funny too. as i had the whole house to myself and also he had his usual four days off we had a wonderful time together having sex, cuddling and also eating together. we also went to the Jazz festival together. as the company he worked for gave it's staff complimentary tickets together with coupons for drinks and food. i drank two bottles of beer and had a hotdog courtesy of his company haha.
well he never get a chance to stay overnight as i know it is impossible (he lives with his mum). but i feels nice to be in a relationship with a guy who calls you everyday, see you more than once in a week and just happy to be beside you. well he is overweight and has nothing to shout about in the size department but he has many qualities that compensate for that. he has decided to keep things moving slowly and he wished to ascertain his feelings before taking a step forward. i respected that decision but deep down inside i knew i have given more of what i should have for him. i wished we will work it out and can be an items. i only have to be with him for two years to be his longest partner he has ever had... the benchmark is quite low definitely.
work wise i'll start working again next semester with a whole lot of responsibility coming in my way. i've been made a pastoral care officer and that will be a great task ahead of me. pay has come in and of course being a gay guy i spend quite a sum doing some shopping. it was a fun and exciting days ahead of me and i look forward to it.
